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Okay, okay, okay I know I should have just walked away, but I have found over the years I am addicted to cookie cakes.  If they are anywhere around me I eat them.  My sons birthday was yesterday and I ordered a small 9″ for the family.  Everyone had a piece and before I knew it half was gone…because of me.  I got up the morning and what did I do, ate another big slice.  I feel like half of my work and effort I put into this past week is down the drain.   I know I should not give up but I feel like a failure.  I am diappointed in myself.  Well today’s a new day.  I guess I need to go walking, take my Metarevive and start over.  I will not let this get me down.  Oh yeah, I guess I should throw the rest of the cake out or atleast let everyone eat it for breakfast, lol.

Tonight I will be meeting with an old friend and let’s just say I am terrified.  Not only because I am 50lbs heavier than when she last saw me, but also because we are meeting at me favorite restaurant and I am know it will be hard for me to resist my favorite entrees oh and let’s not forget desserts.  I am going to go to yoga today eat a good breakfast, lunch and have a few small meals in between, and take my Metarevive so I hope by the time I get to dinner I will be able to contain myself.  Wish me luck…it will be a difficult one.

My little man woke me up early and normally I would want to go back to sleep, but I have decided to start my day off right.  After I get all of the kids ready for school I will be going to a yoga class today.  I am not terribly hungry this morning, but I know I need to eat.  I am going to try and substitute my Metarevive for coffee,  it should get me past my morning caffeine hump.  I hope I can keep this momentum going.

Today I found this site and I think I am off to a good start.  I have been looking for a place that I could blog about my weight loss to hopefully keep me on track.  I am also excited I have found other people who are struggling like I am so I know we have something in common.  After having three kids I am worn out and of course the weight is hanging on like a fourth child.  I am unhappy with my appearance and of course as much as I love my husband I hardly have any energy left for me.  I am also having a hard time keeping up with my eight year old’s cheer schedule, my middle son who is disabled and my energetic 2 year old.  I hope this is all about to change.  I have decided it is time for me and that is why I have made a commitment to start a whole new me!  This week a friend introduced me to Metarevive.  I was always worried about taking anything, because nothing has ever worked or it had horrible side affects, but after I tried this not only was I able to get through a class of yoga, I also had tons of energy after I was finished with the class.   I was not jittery and I did not have a hard crash like I have had before with other dietary suppliments and caffine.  It has been very hard to get back into a work out routine but I think I may be able to stick with this.  I felt amazing after I left the class.  I am going to stick with yoga and I really like this new supplement so I will continue to take it.  Wish me luck on my journey.